| Hey. I'm alive. |
[Nov. 28th, 2006|12:32 pm] |
Just in case anyone out there wants it, my new cell phone number is 727-366-8052.
Haven't had a computer in a long time. |
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| Nostalgia.... |
[Sep. 15th, 2006|06:30 pm] |
I was thinking about some old friends, and all I have to say is:
"Do you have the ointment?!?!?!"
If you weren't there, you won't get it.
Yay dumb videos. |
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| Randomness.... |
[Aug. 10th, 2006|08:53 pm] |
| [ | I feel... |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | holy crap, The Gin Blossoms ("Allison Road) | ] |
Well....There's nothing much to say.
School's starting soon.
I'm moving out.
I still need to get my car going, which will be soon. Jeebus.
VAST didn't come to Tampa, so I have to wait again.
I found out my grandma that had pneumonia(I don't care if that's wrong) is home, my aunt got into a severe car accident, and my cousin had a complete mental breakdown not too long agao.
I guess on the upside, Lewis Black is coming to Ruth Eckerd Hall, pretty close, in December. Bryan and I are going. Our tickets are paid for. So that something to look forward to.
That and there are friends I haven't talked to in a long time. I'd like to. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 30th, 2006|10:47 pm] |
Well, VAST is no longer coming to Tampa. The closest concert to this area is in Jacksonville.
Just when I got my hopes up, because next week, I could have had a chance if they were still going to Tampa. |
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| Been sick... |
[Jun. 24th, 2006|08:47 pm] |
| [ | I feel... |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | 30 Secoonds to Mars- "Savior" | ] |
I've been sick this entire week. I was so sick Friday that I didn't even go to work. But I stayed for 2 extra hours today, so I gained back some time...Anyway, it's mostly throat soarness, and coughing. Yesterday I had a bad fever. The room spun when I woulld try to get up. I'm a bit better today.
Eh..
That's all I have to say for now....
I want some soup. |
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| OMG |
[Jun. 10th, 2006|02:29 pm] |
| [ | I feel... |
| |  excited | ] |
I just bought a car!!!
It's a 96 Honda Civic LX, with only about 104,000 miles on it. It was serviced regularly, and has 2 new tires on it. Not to mention the oil was changed the other day.
I'm happy!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 7th, 2006|09:57 pm] |
| [ | I feel... |
| |  calm | ] |
I got to watch dolphins for almost three hours.
That was awesome. |
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| Update...Kind of... |
[Jun. 2nd, 2006|12:12 pm] |
| [ | I feel... |
| | calm | ] |
So I had to go to a wedding where the bride hates me. It was fun. It's alright though. She's treated me like that since she met me, and I've pretty much stopped caring what she thinks. Is it bad that I wait for her to say something nasty about Bryan in front of me, though?
Anyway...So Bryan was the best man. He had a very nice tux on that day. I'm determined to get pictures. He did very well with his speech, though the maid of honor's speech was all of a minute and a half including stealing material from Bryan;s speech. His speech was was originally about 6 minutes or so, and she asked him to shorten it due her sad one. Had I known this before he went up there, I would have advised him to say his entire speech. But that's me, and I'm a little bitter over the whole thing.
Let's see an example shall we? You know all the "special" dances, such as the bride and groom, bride and mother, etc...Well when the bridal party was called to the dance floor, since there were only bride's maids, and three groom's men I was asked to dance with Bryan. That wsa wonderful and all, but after the first dance, the bride was hinting at me to sit down, probably because I wasn't oficially a bridal party member. I ignored her and stayed up for the next dance.
Well, that's enough of me ranting about it.
I am getting a car soon.It's an older Civic LX. It needs a paint job. But other than that, it's good. I'm getting for a grand. It's a deal.
That's all for now. |
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| They're coming back!!!!! XD |
[May. 23rd, 2006|12:42 pm] |
| [ | I feel... |
| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | Alice in Chains- "Nutshell" | ] |
VAST is coming to Tampa in August!!!!
I have to go...I missed the last time they were here, as I was in California....
Anyone care to go with me?... |
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| Angsty rant.... |
[May. 19th, 2006|10:41 pm] |
| [ | I feel... |
| |  indescribable | ] |
I just watched Se7en on TNT. I forgot how good that movie was.
Anyway...
There's been this weird meloncholy feeling that's been hanging over me for a while. I don't know why. Strangely, some songs make me realize how down I feel...Not just because they're depressing or anything. Just when I hear them, I start feeling odd. Like today, I heard "Ordinary World" by Duran Duran. It made me start longing to get of Florida badly.
This period has been good for art though. That or Iv'e magically gotten better without trying. Still can't post anything on the the net yet.
It just feels like something's missing. I'm trying to find what it is, but I'm busy supporting others, and trying to keep my sanity.
The only thing that really keeps me grounded anymore is the fact that I have Bryan, and some other close friends that keep in contact with me. I don't think they realize how important they are.
Bryan's always willing to listen, and he tells me so...But a lot of the time he gets so wrapped up in his own issues, that I try to help support him through, that he sometimes just isn't...as supportive as he used to be. For example, the other day, he ran into his dad. For reasons I can't say, the meeting did not go well. Therefore, he decided that he "needed" something that I've decided I don't like. But whatever.
I just get brushed aside so often that I usually don't say much of anything anymore. People complain about that, but I almost can't help it. I've grown up having to do the same thing, and apparently, it's not going to end for a while yet.
I'm just fed up.
Talk to me.
Take me away from here.
Support me for once, instead of vice-versa.
Otherwise, I'll just do what I always do. I'll put this away for now, and bring out that familiar mask a lot of poeple have grown to love.
I hate it. |
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| Crap... |
[May. 11th, 2006|12:04 pm] |
| [ | I feel... |
| | Kinda crappy.... | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | Alice in Chains | ] |
He called me last night.
I should have said "yes", I think.
I feel like I let him down somehow. |
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| eh.... |
[May. 10th, 2006|11:10 pm] |
| [ | I feel... |
| | apathetic | ] |
I'm not happy with the way things are going.
Everything that I've tried to plan falls through, whether it be small things or big things.
I saved up for a car, and had to lend money.
I was going to get a car with Bryan, then he got a bike.
I tried to rebuild my savings account, and had to keep lending money.
I tried to help a friend with school by trying to help them change their lifestyle in a way that would allow them to focus better. However, they didn't listen to me. For two months or more.
Now it just feels like I have shout to be heard...Like I'm being brushed aside...Again...
I'm tired of trying so hard to just be happy. I'm waiting for that good thing to come down the line to get me out of a rut. Those I would expect to help me can't because most of them have lost any ambition, and are waiting on help themselves.
But who helps the medic? |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 4th, 2006|10:26 am] |
| [ | I feel... |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | Candlebox- "Far Behind" | ] |
Well, Tool put out a new album on Tuesday, and Bryan bought me a copy that day.
He's so awesome.
There's nothing really that I have to talk about. Except that maybe that I'm currently addicted to the first Kingdom Hearts game. I never had a chance to play it until now. It's actually entertaining. |
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| Bryan's got a new bike... |
[Apr. 12th, 2006|04:04 pm] |
| [ | I feel... |
| | blank | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | Crystal Method | ] |
It's a real motorcycle.
This may be the wrong model, but it's very similar to this:
http://www.suzukicycles.com/products/S40K6/Default.aspx
I know for a fact it's a Suzuki Boulevard, in that frosted blue color.
I should be happier about it. But I guess I'm not because we were going to split a car together. But I'm just goingt o buy my own. That way I'll at least be independent to a point.
Oh well. He's happy. Like a little kid getting exctly what he wanted for Christmas happy.
I guess I should be happier for him. |
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| Paranormal things can be a bit unnerving... |
[Apr. 8th, 2006|11:07 pm] |
| [ | I feel... |
| |  disappointed | ] |
Either something familiar to me followed me into Bryan's apartment, or his place has it's own otherworldly beings.
Either way, something definately grabbed my calf last night.
So I rolled over to face Bryan, and went to sleep.
Haven't had that direct of contact in a while. Kinda caught me off guard.
Bah...
Anyway...
It seems that no matter what night it is, something happens to where I can't go out.
Oh well. It's no one's fault. |
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| Busch Gardens... |
[Apr. 3rd, 2006|10:07 am] |
| [ | I feel... |
| |  Kind of sunburnt... | ] |
I went to Busch Gardens yesterday with Bryan, and a couple of co-workers. I hadn't been there in quite a while. Bryan and I both now have 2 year passes.
But anyway...I forgot how much fun rollercoasters are. I went on Sheikra, the new verticle drop coaster. Holy crap...It was horrifying, but terrribly fun at the same time.
I also went on my favorite rides, such as Montu and Gwazi. Kumba's pretty awesome as well.
Bryan and I have made a pact that the next time we go, we have to go on an "Advebture Tour" or whatever, where you get to ride in a jeep and feed giraffes and rhinos. It's $35 a person though. That's why we didn't go yesterday.
I spent a lot of money yesterday without even meaning to. But that;s how it goes I guess.
Well, that's all for now. |
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| Hey you guys.... |
[Mar. 16th, 2006|10:49 pm] |
| [ | I feel... |
| | grateful | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | comedy central | ] |
I now have a new cell phone number:
727-366-3347
And guess what? Bryan bought me the awesome thing(well besides helping me get my new phone)....
He bought me a black iPod Nano...
Holy crap. He's awsome, and I love him for being awesome. |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 13th, 2006|09:48 pm] |
| [ | I feel... |
| | drained | ] |
I'm happy.
It seems lately like things are going reaaly well. Mainly on the realtionship side of things, but generally all around as well. Recently, it seems that Bryan and I have connected on a new level somehow, and it's a good thing. We;re kind of in the process of trying to make something for each other. He would like me to draw a picture for him, but I need to find an animal that represents him pretty well besides a ferret, mouse, squirrel, etc...I've gotten (and thought about) most of these myself, but for one reason or another, I want to find a larger animal, fictional or not.
Heather's gift art is almost done. It would be now, but I worked 46.5 hours during spring break. I didn't have the time/energy to. I hope she likes it despite the errors I find in it now. |
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| Tomorrow is going to be awesome! |
[Mar. 4th, 2006|10:39 am] |
| [ | I feel... |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | Black Label Society- "In My Time of Dying"(cover) | ] |
Tomorrow, since Bryan and I have the same day off, we're going to Sawgrass Park. For like the whole day. We plan on bringing snack foods and such so we can eat there.
However, I was told today that my aunt is coming down that day, so I need to try and stop by for a few minutes to say "hi".
After that, I think Bryan wanted to take me to Cody's.
Omg...I can't wait. XD
Also, Bryan an I were looking at how much it would be to get a cabin in the Gatlinburg area in the summer. It would be great if we could afford it. |
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| Something new... |
[Feb. 28th, 2006|02:24 pm] |
| [ | I feel... |
| | content | ] |
| [ | Listening to... |
| | The Cure- "Lullaby" | ] |
I cut most of my hair off. It's about chin length all the way around now. I'm also in the process of dying it right now. Burgundy like normal.
I like it.
A lot of others seem to as well. |
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